mizzi mizzi down up

my darling family,
after a few weeks lapse i have got back on the horse
again and am launching into another down-up!!
mumma, could you please send me the list of all the
kids emails again - i seem to have lost lea, peej,
josh & anna's addresses. also you may need to forward
this on to becca cause i don't think her work allow
her to receive email from yahoo. bummer!
first let me describe the setting. i am sitting in
our living room, using Meg's computer, looking out the
balcony at the harbour where there are heaps of sail
boats gathering. i can see to the other side and then
the ocean (i think!) beyond that. it really is a
stunning view.
i have been a little discouraged today. more phone
calls about jobs but no leads so far. i spoke to one
chief physio who was very helpful & put me on to
another couple of people but i have left messages with
them & doubt tat they will get back to me. the hours
i have available are not very conducive to most
mainstream physio work. then when i phone non-physio
jobs i feel like a dork having no experience. i guess
i will have to write a completely new resume outlining
my other experience eg violin teaching, playing in
bands, admin work when i was at uni etc. anyway,
please keep praying that i will find a job. austudy
should start this week but that will barely cover
rent. thanks dad for keeping on loaning me money!!
God will provide!!
great sermon yesterday about giving up identity -
humility being a key characteristic of christian
living based on Philippians 2. that is part of what i
am going through at the moment. i have given up the
title of "music director" and of being involved in the
leadership of a church - now i go to a church where no
one knows me, they don't actually need me, and i don't
do anything! (hopefully not for long though!!!) i
have also given up my identity as "physiotherapist"
and "project officer" and as a person who was known
for being a good worker. i may be able to get those
titles back but it will take time! anyway, it's a
good time to discover who i really am without titles
and other people's opinions and expectations.
much love to you all from
daughter/sister/aunty/friend......
mizzi





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